I WILL come right out and say it - I am married to a "dirty old man". One day, he left his handphone at home and I found several sexually explicit messages from some woman. He had been calling her and some other women very frequently. Also, he had been going out nearly every night and spending the occasional weekend away "for work". One day, a package of pills arrived for him. He claimed they were health supplements, but after checking, I found out they were sex stimulants. I was furious, frustrated and depressed and until today, I cannot bring myself to be in the same room as him or to even hear his voice. I can never forgive him or love him anymore.