NUS STUDENT: I USED TO PAY FOR SEX, SHOULD I TELL MY NOW GF?

Need some advice. I’ve been visiting “massage parlours” and escorts for a period of time before university life, especially during NS. At this point in time I do not feel like I should ever find a girl because of this bombshell I’d have to drop on her. I would never feel good keeping such a dark past as a secret from her.

Then again pursuing a girl and waiting for her to reciprocate and dropping the bombshell perhaps a few months into the relationship would be quite terrible too, right? I mean at this point in time she would’ve invested her emotions in me and she has to hear i’ve been sexually active in such a manner prior to uni life.

Would be great to hear some advice.