I am a crossdresser. I hate myself. Because I fell guilty towards my family,
I have wife and kids. And yet, I still continue to crossdress behind their backs. I spend so much time being the feminine me, I totally neglect them. I feel like I let them down, but I can't control myself. I enjoy being a woman, and attracting men. I cannot stop myself.
I know somehow I must stop, but it consumes me. So much so that I feel like giving up my family and just being the female me. I am so sick of hiding from everyone...and I hate being the "guy" me.
I hope someday, I can just fulfill my dream...become the person I was born to be... and not be held back by others.